Wednesday, October 4, 2017
Recently I got a new cell phone. Changing my phone led me to update a lot of information including contacts and “frequently called numbers.”
On my phone I had several “ favorite” cell phone numbers. I had my my wife, my brothers, my sisters in law, and Heather’s relatives.
But I also had several close friends that I used to call all of the time.
We don’t call each other anymore.
I just deleted those favorite numbers. It’s interesting when a life-changing event happens and your priorities change.
I did add my son to my favorite list. That makes me feel old!
I also updated my huge contact list. Honestly, there are many contacts who are dead. My contact list goes back at least 25 years.
In addition to deleting those souls, I am deleting professional contacts that are not useful to me anymore.
It is interesting to go through your past. Were they even worth it before my strokes? It’s all about priorities. Mine have changed.
Monday, October 2, 2017
For about three weeks I’ve had pretty severe headaches. Since my strokes 5 1/2 years ago, I’m pretty in tune with all aches and pains. In particular, when I get headaches I get pretty focused.
Nevertheless, I just assumed that the headaches were caused by too much stress. The only thing that would take the pain away would be a Norco. And even that would basically dull the pain but not take it away.
When I had my strokes, I had a very consistent pain. My left temple throbbed and I had right side vision auras.
These recent headaches have been completely different. I would note the severity and the locations of these headaches just to make sure I wasn’t having another stroke.
In those three weeks, I only had two days with no pain. At my Idaho Aphasia Support Group last Wednesday, I told the group about the headaches. I also told the group that my wife said many times that “ given your history of strokes and seizures don’t I think it would be wise to check it out?” I always responded saying that these headaches were different so I wasn’t concerned.
At the support group, a stroke survivor — a woman of course! — essentially said, “Just like a man! What is wrong with you! Listen to your wife!”
I told my wife about the support group, and she laughed replying “ Women are always right.”
Finally, I went to the ER last Tuesday because the headaches we’re not getting better, and I finally realized that I needed to “check it out.”
Back to Saint Alphonsus Hospital again. The doctor remembered me because he ordered an MRI for me a couple years ago. When a doctor remember you it is somewhat embarrassing.
I described all of my symptoms and he ordered a CT scan rather than an MRI. Getting a CT scan should be simple. However, I have “bad veins.” We always ask for the best vampire in the hospital. It seems they can never find a vein or my veins “roll” or “blow.”
This was the same. Three different nurses, an hour and a half to find a suitable vein, and many tries and bruises just to do a simple three minute procedure.
I was chatting with one of the three nurses or maybe the doctor about my veins. Because I have this congenital condition called fibromuscular dysplasia which affects my arteries, I asked if that condition might cause the collapsing veins.
They simply don’t know. Nevertheless my arms now look like pin cushions.
Five hours later, the results were in: headaches we’re not caused by any further brain damage. That is great news!
On the other hand, we still need to figure out what is causing the headaches. Since we got the results of the CT scan, headaches have been better. Perhaps the headaches were a self fulfilling prophecy: I was getting more headaches and I got headaches worrying about it.
It is a conundrum.