Descending into silence

Because of my strokes nine years ago, I have a condition called “Aphasia.” Does Aphasia affect a person’s intelligence?
NOPE.
A person with aphasia may have difficulty retrieving words and names, but the person’s intelligence is basically intact. Aphasia is not like Alzheimer’s disease; for people with aphasia it is the ability to access ideas and thoughts through language – not the ideas and thoughts themselves- that is disrupted.
Nevertheless, my words - or the lack of them - seems to have gotten worse. The repercussions have damaged my self-confidence.
As a result, I am withdrawing from social media for the time being. This includes my blog.
My blog was a place I felt safe to express my thoughts. But for now I am doing a self imposed silence. I don’t feel safe anymore.
I will lurk in the shadows but not post or comment.

Comments

Denise said…

I'm so sorry you feel the need to withdraw, but I understand. I had a hemorrhagic stroke 8 years ago, and although I walk a little, it is painful, and I don't think I'll ever be able to live without my wheelchair. I also have aphasia (and ataxia) but both have gotten better over the years. I consider myself lucky that my doctor is happy to keep prescribing physical and occupational therapy for me for as long as I keep making progress. Please come back when you can, I will miss you.

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